My Hidden Box


My hidden
box.
Hides open without a lid on.


It’s mine and not Pandora’s. Yet, Her enshrined loss and ridicule sublime when outfoxed by Gods
is certainly something I’d find.
Hidden inside my forbidden box.
There’s fearful waves crashing crests fallen against anxious rocks.
There’s memoried slaves lashed and lest walled in by fated injustice rot.
All of which is ill-got like sharp pains
in my chest all found shot
in my gunslinging,
disheartened
box.


But, now has come the time
to castaway my hidden box
to smash it open fore and hind
against those anxious rocks
to shoot it smoking from my mind
with a marksman’s shot
to bid longlasting “may you never find me here again”
in the freed speech
of memoried slaves
from their recollective
walled in cage.


And, finally, put to rest in a vanquished, vanished grave
my far castaway,
gunslinging, forbidden, hidden
box.

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A Daughter’s Reckoning


While, Fated Winter, waits
underneath
our tectonic plates.
The Hearts of Men
freeze over.

A Sun’s distaste
stuns through rays of teeth
a souped-sonic phrase;

“Thirsts and gusts impart a wend
toward fields rebirthed a-growing
by another giver: a mothering river
with lored creeks and surf now flowing
but first you must adopt to tend
a broader seed worth sowing…”

And, as ought to a Son let go and set below
man’s orange-red environ
“…then, a Daughter, with claret aglow,
will rosily reckon, a wet plateau.
Aft, Doomsday’s — bled horizon.”

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Augury


Slow, seeps the stone,
under a ripple,
on the water.
Washed afresh in foam,
where a trickle,
leaked an augur.

Prophecy, was cast. Spun grave,
in skipping pebbles,
prone to fall.
Like, long-established waves,
crash,
‘gainst steadfast rebels,
alas,
grown ashore.

Solace, only found, in each bounce,
that lonely lingered, ‘cross the lake.
Until, their mounds, were numbers count, on lowly fingers, born of fate.

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A Clean Cut Conversation


I remember everything: a curse of recollection.

Ingrained like sand grains
in my Cerebellum’s crevassed crevices.

Though, unfortunately,
without a holiday to a dark pit.

Where I can finally find some peace.

I don’t even try to conjure the memories.

They just appear.

A window,
screening glassy bygone events
that scream smashed panes.

The shards cut me
when I try to hold them in.

Scars on my body show my attempts
at subduing the wreckages.

I used to worry that not forgetting
would lead me to become permanently insane:
luckily for me it was only temporary.

But, I still yearn
to wash my brain at 90 degrees
in that spinning machine.

Ridding me
of the inky see-through stains
where the world had it’s way with me.

Nowadays,
I just revel in my survival:
the overriding evocation
that vanquishes all others.

A sword I drew
from my innermost scabbard
that became the foundation
of mettle within me.

My sharp renewal.

My thrusting lifeforce.

Always at my side.

Always coursing through me.

Like seppuku in reverse.

My imperfect jagged point that I chose.

I struck to be it and stuck to being..

..me

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Almanac


Blown
is the almanac
like collected
desert grains
succumbed to
white-hot
glassy pressures.

Our Time
while precious
smashes easily upon
misfortune’s
sharp, endangered edges.

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Slumber’s Crashing Visions


Slumber’s crashing visions, green-
go-under, Past’s collisions. Where,
I, sleepily, bump — broken, sev-
ered. Detachment, he comes, speedily.
Avoids, picking up, my limely, shrapnel pie-
ces. He unputs me, bilious, back together.

Wreckage strewn in metallic, scurvy sweat
drops. They shine on a motorwaying
shroud. In straw bedcloth’s revving night.
Slumber’s crashing visions, never wait for me
to cross. They’re laughing amber’s crunched
derision. At my tunnel’s, citrus face, aloss.

Crimson trickles: traffic lights; all red, running from, scarlet
sharp-brake eyes.



Supernovic Oceans


A doorway, enters,
through me. Where,
Your exit..
..is marked,
‘Yours truly,
Ours falesly’.
As, the cause,
like, Your hair: greys.
Time — seasons.
Each follicle, for me,
with; bitter pepper
and stung salty.
Rendering,
black and white;
the fool in me.
Whilst memories,
pile up,
like, a plated myriad,
begs for..
..clean slates..
..to just forget it.
There, really, was,
only,
absence in..
..the notion of..
..yesterday’s
paternal love potion.
Before I crawled.
Packed
were your bags.
As, I,
packed bags..
..under my eyes;
of melancholia sad-
ness. Until they’re
filled to burst.
Into — supernovic oceans.

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Camino


This poem is called, ‘Camino’.

It is about the answers I thought I would find from walking on my own. But, only discovered once I took a journey in league with therapy:

The pilgrimage I made,
no destination stayed,
other than the circles,
run around,
my broken pieces.

I stepped on cracks,
in pavement slabs,
where deep purple,
run aground,
reddy-blue releases.

The red was raw,
the blue was bleak,
the purple,
it filled my brogues.
With vacant sores,
that through me leaked,

an emptiness;
to my soul.

I walked and walked,
for miles and miles,
convinced that, I,
rich with cogence, wasn’t;
searching only for,
those lonely whiles;
that litter the poor,
old roads of prophets.

So, today, I bide,
hand-in-hand, alongside,
with those that I;
crawled with first,
then, strolled, and ran.

Together, we remain in unjaded lanes,
me and my broken pieces.

Yet, I never took the strides,
to, truly, understand
them until now.
And, now, we know;
what peace is.

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The Bluest Blue Marlin


I lost my balance in your slipstream.
Which made me a black dolphin.
Water-fallen.
Hydrogen’s, Oxygen’s moleculed fool.
Mocked by the squalling,
squawk of rocks.
Disregarded like me at the bottom.
Surrounded with wet ridicule.
As, afterwards in scorn I’m walled-in.


Navy blue hues, shank at,
gloomed bile.
Melancholia.
Impales my stomach.
A black, gutted sea dog.
Skewered on a goring spear,
from out of my depths.
By the bluest blue marlin.

No soppy words, nor,
sentimental sentence,
could atone for my life spent, silently; whistling-clicks, bawling.
Searching for you,
in a roaring sea’s unanswers.
At the damp hands,
of your unrepentence. Your unfathering.

In which, unbeknownst to you, you carry, Irresponsibility’s goring spear, violently.
And, that is when you;
transfixed your own son.

And, became, a harpooner’s gun, called;

‘The Bluest Blue Marlin’.


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Dreams Taking Root


As water wielded down on me,
wet wonders wept,
from weirs, oaks and willows.


My quarterstaff, fielded,
battlegrounds afree,
crept s-lumber leapt on fears;
soaked on wooden pillows.


Crackling barks,
trunk’s firmed resound,
did stand, aloft and proud,
in unshackled parks,
turning early worms around,
to command the squirming crowd.


Seeds, roots and stems,
met sopped drops, driply beads
to form green, brown and blue
moist-incandescent chains.


That meld the hems of reeds in place
while leaf, stock & misted dew
rise; suprastanding in their f-ireful place.