Uncried teardrops

Time won’t wait it just stands still
What you saved they tried to kill
Feel the pain inside you build

A hollow cave you’ll never fill.


Solace ceases and sorrow starts
Tension teases and tears apart
Frustrated feelings play in the dark

Faith beleaguered leaves mental marks.


Hours fly by can you feel them clock
Surprise at another year lost?
Shame dries and fear mops

Those uncried teardrops.


Fragments of living

Loss

Leaves the winners of the world

Staring deep into the abyss

Wondering where it all went wrong.


Grief

Waits in the wings of your subconscious

A curtain call captivating your entire being

A soliloquy your soul will never forget.


Hope

Is the flicker on the horizon

Of a sunrise which will warm your bones

After a night spent in the icy depths of despair.


Time

Will never fully heal your wounds of anguish

But will give you enough scars

For you to remember the bittersweet nature of life…


…that life is precious and a gift. A gift we should unwrap with care.

That a myriad of emotive experiences; pain and heartache intertwined with joy and love, are in fact, life itself.

Bean Sí

The wailing woman on the Cliffs of Moher

Alarms the locals at Liscannor

Why does she whine so whistfully for?

As the clock strikes, twenty three : fifty four


Fifteen eighty eight supplies the answer

For the neverending necromancer

As the Spanish fleet, wrecked. Disaster

And souls lost at sea can never answer


With cracked complexion Bean Sí keens

As the bay is filled with her selfish screams

Cliff and ocean survey the scenes

For sailors souls and desperate dreams


Her fate is one of a living dread

As red hair shrieks from her raucous head

To outlive the land and ocean-bed

Without mortal coil to make her dead.

Pain

If everything happens for a reason

And life is written in the stars

From the changing of the seasons

To the red eyed glance from Mars

Why don’t we learn from the mistakes?

Why is the pain always fresh?

Why do we go through the heartache

And still demand a pound of flesh?

It’s true in time you realise

It’s all a grand facade, my friend

The facts you learn are built on lies

And your pain it never ends.

Seeing sense

“Blinded by the fights”
Joked the Boxer.
Using the title of a song by The Streets,
As a pun – charming,
To make light of his newly diagnosed
Ocular injury.

And as his friends laughed,
He sighed,
Eyebrows resembling a bowing ring-rope.
He forced a
Bell-like false chuckle and thought
Did it make sense?

Make sense to lose a sense?
Or even lose all sense eventually?
In order to be the best,
To be respected.
And inwardly spoke
The final score card…

“In your minds eye it all depends,
To you, on what makes sense.”

Education

You live and you learn
The world still turns
And life is an awful cliché
In a world torn asunder
It’s no mistake or wonder
That things have turned out this way

Get taught when your young
Watch your manners and tongue
Keep calm and don’t give in to rage
The plants of knowledge they grow
Means the less that we know
From the bias that poisons the Sage

It’s no surprise or mystery
Winners of wars write history
And are painted in favourable light
British Empire’s long gone
Belgian’s out of the Congo
But still hiding in plain sight

They infected Black Panthers
With colonial cancers
Uncover the government’s Klan
Its a fact not a prophecy
That government policy
Kills Black woman and man

Power drunk imbibes ignorance
Sucks the blood from it’s finger tips
The hegemonic hangover lingers
The children of Earth should inherit
A system based upon merit
And it’s what the future could bring us.

But instead it feels like sand slipping through fingers.

Black veil

Black Veil moves mournfully to cover Joy’s face
Joy dies inside as her little voice breaks
Stars scream for her. But no noise in space
Twinkle-less eyes signify destroyed faith

Black Veil surveys and silently speaks
While foreign tears listen on colourless cheeks
And sermon pours slowly; trickling bleak
Dampening spirits in the sorrow they seek.

Black Veil holds back Joy’s fear of woe
Stands guard at Joy’s forehead, Joy’s chin and Joy’s nose
Stiff upper lip quivers. Quelled from below
Joy’s mind aches and suffers full of grief to let go.

Black Veil at home is put back in his box
Until the next time opportunity knocks
In darkness he waits and it’s Death that he mocks
Whispering, “Omnes una manet nox.”

Questions of a life

How can beauty be defined
By mankind’s shallow eyes?
Will the heart, the spirit and the mind
Become our primal guise?

Would the Sun dream of togetherness
As it sprints to meet the night?
Does the soiled root sense the stress
Escaping up towards the light?

Can we ever know our worth
If material is what we value?
Was the universe’s birth
An eternal joke inside a vacuum?

Is there comfort laying in the embers
On the coals of rock bottom?
Are your memories remembered
When you’re gone and forgotten?

Poor man’s dream

You may buy the tools
You need with time
And play with fools
That plead to crime
Then slay the rules
For reason’s rhyme
Your days in school
Exceed your prime

With thought so thick
It makes you thin
When fraught with prick
From snakes who grin
You’re taught to trick
Forsake and sin
Exhort the sick
To break within

The awkward stream
Soaks selfish pride
And more extremes
Won’t quell this fight
Eyes sore unseen
Have health insight
This poor man’s dream
Has wealth at night