Saturated emptiness;
oozing – pickled defeat. Dripping in lamentation.
The brain became an anciently soiled kitchen sponge,
bedecked in grimy morose, and, greased dismay,
each hollow ostia – a den of distress,
forgotten chutes, where legends and ideas should spark creation.
Instead, the tale of the springy, squashing grapple with grunge;
grew into asphyxiation, at the dirt encrusted hands of Grey.
Sucking joy, from every cushioned orifice, until the overflowing
bowl became, just, dregs of despairing.
And, the dried dregs turned to a black, tarry residue; unknowing,
they are scraped – into the brimming kegs of uncaring.
But, don’t mind me;
I am the disappearing, desolate dishwater;
uncontrollably cascading down the punishing plughole of inhumanity.
And,
I was almost, nearly…
never, really…
here.
Flagellated unfriendliness;
kind words are pushed down, beaten back, whipped away.
Each harshly inspected smile – considered a smirk of contempt,
enamelled grins of violence, lipped beams of ill-will.
Wishing nothing but dental uncleanliness,
to every lip, tongue, jaw and fang on demonic display,
and, all the pains of brutal, bruising discontent
to be swallowed – by their owners, in a tiny, bitter pill.
Crushing victory in the maws of defeat; crunched bliss
is chewed and broken – into meaty, cakey pieces; devoured.
Each digested morsel a reminder of a sweet, yet, deadly kiss
from the lips and teeth of a cloying, carnivorous coward.
No, don’t mind me;
I am the forsaken crumbs; wiped away.
Wiped away from a mouth that relishes consuming the hearts and souls of those unseen, unacceptable, unfortunate ones.
And,
I was almost, nearly…
never, really…
there.
